Heyyyy its Hallie updating Brandons xanga because hes laying down icing his nuts

... thats right ladies, hes naked
i know its a little tough to control our hormones thinking about it

Hes doing spectacular, except for the fact he has asdjklsdfitus
Shit happens when you party naked i guess
New years is gunna be tight with us at my house, were gunna go out and party like its 1999 bitchesssss

He gets the elevator key tomorrow
.. what a fun elevator ride it'll be

stay clean

well, ... well were just not gonna talk about how i feel bitches.

anyway, old settlers was the shiznit... yes sir. even tho i dont quite remember ne of it. i would like to thank Mr. Adam Anstine for not letting me jump of the 30 ft. ledge at old settlers and for comforting me wen i cried lol. and bj taking care of me wen i puked lol. on sunday i hung out wit cindy and wasted her gas. lol o well. we had our soccer game against lawrence yesterday and played like shit but still won 4-0. i played like crap except for the corner kick i had to kelling... rose saw that shit. i pulled that one out of my ass. thank you rose for cheering for me lol.

idk how things are going wit my friends. i think ethans a lil mad at me and i havent talked to kadie in a long ass time. things are fading fast. i guess i just got to deal with it. i've learned a lot the last few weeks. nothing is more important than friends and ive lost a lot lately because of the way ive been acting. it sux and im really fuckin sorry. mainly to ethan because ive been being a fucking dick. i guess im just trying to deal with a lot of shit and wen u have a low self esteem, it doesnt work to much. and garret, idk wtf happend wit us. it needs to get over wit tho cuz none of us did shit. 

i wish things were back to the way they used to be like from October-May. those were the times. i regret a whole lot of shit but im starting to realize that i cared way to much for someone who i guess didnt feel the same way. the last few weeks i feel like she hates me. she sure acts like it but thats another thing i got to deal with. i think im gonna go ahead and end this entry cuz everytime i talk about this kind of stuff it backfires in my face.

im sorry to ethan, garret, nick, cj, matt, nick, kevin, kevin, josh, kadie, rose, hallie, cindy, courtney, and nikki for acting this way for this long.

NIGGA b

Lipstick letter 'cross the mirror this morning
Said goodbye baby, you left without warning
Like a thief in the night, you ran away with my heart
I can't believe my eyes, must be a bad dream
You always said we had a good thing
You never once let on we were falling apart

That ain't no way to go
Girl it just ain't right
Don't you think that I deserve
To hear you say goodbye
That ain't no way to go
Was it all a lie
After all this time that ain't no way to go

Getting nowhere, I'm tired of thinking
Guess I'll do a little wishful drinking
Make a whiskey wish upon a star
Train whistle blowing down the track
Lonesome sound says she ain't coming back
It's such a cold blow from out of the dark

That ain't no way to go
Girl it just ain't right
Don't you think that I deserve
To hear you say goodbye
That ain't no way to go
Was it all a lie
After all this time that ain't no way to go

thats kind of how i feel rite now. i love u so much and u know i do. ive changed so much but know one can see. wat happend to all of our promises and everything. all of our inside jokes. everything that we had together. i just dont understand y we cant be together and i probably wont ever understand. i love u so much and i wish u would look hard enough to see it. i love you and this is the worst thing i have ever had to deal with in my entire life. plz dont try and help me. it doesnt work. i still think of u the same way as i did the day i met u. u are the most beautiful girl i have ever met and i cant believe i was that stupid to chase u away from me. everything reminds me of u and i dont know whether to be happy or sad. i love u so much and i care about u more then ne one in this entire world. please try and see that. i love you mckenzie.

well i havent written in this thing in a while and this will probably be my last time doing it. im grounded once again because me, nick A., ethan, matt, and megan all snuk out and pretty much got arrested. that was pretty funny. so im grounded for the first 3 weeks of school.

Mckenzie~ i love u so much. dont worry about the whole thing in california cuz ill just try to get over it. i dont know wat i would do without u. this past year has been the best year of my life because of u. i hope nothing will ever happen to us. i love u baby

peace, brandon

Since Brandon isn't updating and probly wont ever update again...I'm doin it for him. Yeah this is Cindy, the ex-girlfriend from ages ago haha.

I really dont know what Brandon has been doing lately but he was gonna go to the Rascal Flatts concert with me...not anymore though (lil shit lol) just kiddin brandon i love ya

yeah well i really dont know what else to say. i just thought brandons xanga needed an update.

Brandon is the best

love love
<33 Cindy

Oh and leave him comments...it makes him feel better lol